Whoa there buddy

I’m beginning to rethink this blog thing…In my mind it was going to be completely anonymous and no one would read it save Britny, Matt, Mark and Katie…It’s kind of strange looking at my stats. I think I’ll stop looking at them…81 views on my blog You’ll Never be Happy if you Aren’t Happy or whatever the name of it is….WOW…Not to mention a couple of crappy comments I got from some people in other countries. I don’t appreciate that because if you are going to randomly read a complete strangers blog then its YOU imposing on that person’s life right? What’s with the crappy comments? Also, don’t be surprised if you random person that reads my blogs don’t understand them. I write them with the mindset of a handful of people that I figure will read them so of course I don’t spell out everything, I write it in a way that only they will fully understand. Also, a lot of these people are from other countries. I live in Alabama in the United States which means I write from that experience and point of view so that’s another reason why you may not understand my blogs. Life here is a lot different than anywhere else. Other than that, I appreciate those that had nothing nice to say so didn’t say anything at all and if there is some random person that I’ve never met that reads all of my blogs and enjoys them–Thanks. That’s really cool of you and if you ever feel the need to leave a comment, I won’t bite….unless you say something really mean then I might if I’m exceptionally hormonal at the moment but for the most part I’ll just delete it and go on with my life.

I’m straying again–anyways, it kind of freaks me out that there’s so many people out there that read random blogs….I tried to once, I felt like I was intruding on the person’s life so I quite reading. Some love sick woman that referred to her unrequited love by some codename. I thought it interesting because I use a codename for the second guy I fell in love with. She seemed very intelligent and incredibly interesting as she wrote from an inspiring point of view giving no introduction or detail to any of her encounters with said love and never told the background story. Her blogs were quick and chopping “Things are getting better, don’t feel as sick anymore. Didn’t see him today, only thought about him once.” Note that was a rough example, not a quote.

There was also a blog I tried to read about someone’s interest in India…I didn’t understand it, it was obviously from an Indian perspective about India, it was heavily in that subject to the point that and untraveled Alabamian wouldn’t understand so  I read a few sentences and continued with my life.

I got a hateful comment that said I was making people feel bad about themselves in my blog You’ll Never be Happy…. I don’t quite see how,I think she misunderstood the blog. The only way I could see how anyone would get their feelings hurt by it is if he or she is that insecure. Even then, I didn’t write it with the intention to hurt someone. The person that left the comment is from another country, maybe she misunderstood? Maybe I worded it in a way that is confusing to someone whose second language is English?

Eh, who cares anyways. I’m just kind of wigged out over all the eyes that have read my blogs. Please leave some sort of comment, it’s less creepy. As it is now I feel like I have a handful of secret admirers who have seen nothing but my eyes.

Well thanks if you’re reading this.